sometimes i just want to kick myself.

i feel like if i knew God better, i would know better what he wants for my life and things wouldn't be so confusing.

this process is a lot more involved than that simple statement, but then again, it isn't.


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honesty is a hard attribute to find,
when we all want to seem like we've got it all figured out.

well let me be the first to say that i don't have a clue,
i don't have all the answers,
ain't gonna' pretend like I do

i'm just trying to find my way,
trying to find my way the best that I know how