beauty in the breakdown

i'm so happy for, yet jealous of, all you guys who are in D.C. right now. i just should've gone, but i have sooo many classes today and i didn't have any time to get things together to leave. dang it.

i realized yesterday just how much i have going on again this semester and i started to freak out. but then i decided i shouldn't start feeling sorry for myself because i'm lucky to be involved in all of it. and it will all work itself out.

so here's to the next few busy, busy weeks. i'm getting a little ansy b/c time is flying and i'm just not ready to give up late nights, random outings, great friends...just wonderful college life in general. so i think i'll just bask in it for awhile.

and can i just say how much i love melinda? please??


(i found this when i typed in "i love you this much" on google images)

i also found this:


and this is me doing "stream of conciousness" writing. and now i will stop.